Serving
The grace of giving back to Life.
I slept and dreamt that life was joy. I awoke and saw that life was service. I acted and behold, service was joy.
(Rabindranath Tagore)
To join you in reading "Serving", we recommend
listening to "Reciprocity" from Yaima:
I am here
not to help anyone.
I am here
to serve.
I am here
to be my own self.
Being myself,
I serve.
Service
is not rescue.
Service
is not interference.
Service
is not the need
to be needed.
Service begins
when we are asked
to serve.
The butterfly
must open
from within.
The bud
must rise
in its own time.
Consciousness
must awaken
when the soul
is ready.
Whoever forces
the cocoon
kills the wing.
Whoever opens
the seed
destroys the flower.
Whoever wakes
what is not ready
confuses the dreamer.
Evolution happens
from the inside out.
We cannot help it.
We may only serve it.
If I am not asked,
I am not serving.
I may be
projecting.
I may be
invading.
I may be
trying to fix,
what was never mine
to repair.
No one needs my help.
They need my presence.
They need my truth.
They need my service.
Service
is always
temporary.
This too shall pass.
Nothing is forever.
The hand that appears
must also know
when to release.
The bridge that carries
must not become
a cage.
Once I have served,
I must let go.
I must not hold
what was only entrusted.
I must not claim
what came through me.
I must not confuse
the offering
with the self.
Service is natural.
Effortless.
It does not disturb
my peace.
It returns me
to peace.
It brings me
to joy.
It asks me for nothing
but presence.
Serving does not require
that I abandon myself.
Service does not require
that I diminish myself.
Service does not require
that I give from depletion.
To serve
is not to disappear.
To serve
is to become
more truly myself.
I am strong enough
to give
without taking.
I am whole enough
to offer
without needing anything
in return.
I expect nothing
in exchange.
I am serving.
Not being served.
And still,
the mystery remains.
The more I give,
the more I receive.
Not because
I bargain with Life.
Not because
I calculate with Spirit.
Not because
I give
in order to be given.
But because
reciprocity
is woven
into the living fabric
of all things.
Reciprocity.
Reciprocity
is not transactional.
Reciprocity
is not immediate.
Reciprocity
is not reciprocal.
Reciprocity
does not always return
from the one
to whom we gave.
It may return
as breath,
as rain,
as forgiveness,
as strength.
As a door opening
where no door
was visible.
Reciprocity
has no destinatary.
Only recipients.
It belongs
to the great circle.
To the unseen exchange
among all our relations.
To the sacred memory
of everything
we have received.
We give because
we recognise,
acknowledge,
and express,
our gratitude
for all that we have been given.
We serve
because Life
has served us first.
Through
earth.
Through
water.
Through
fire.
Through
air.
Through
ancestors.
Through
strangers.
Through
wounds
that became wisdom.
Through
Love
that arrived
without explanation.
To serve
is to remember.
To serve
is to return.
To serve is to recognise:
we have received,
we are grateful,
we are whole,
we are light
we are love.
Let all this
pass through me.
Let all this
bless where it needs be.
Let all this
leave me more peaceful.
Let all this
make me more myself.
For by giving myself,
without losing myself,
I am.
For by serving,
without possessing,
I am love
I am light.
May we learn to serve
without rescuing,
to give
without grasping,
and to leave
every offering
free.
May our service
be clear,
temporary,
joyful,
and true.
May what passes through us
bless others,
without taking us away
from ourselves.
Yo lo Creo/
I believe, and so it is